You Wouldn't Know Me

This time, it won't be enough to just blink once or twice.
This time, nothing that we do will ever seem right.
But what I know is right in front of me,
Standing there clearly for all to see,
But it's so hard to accept fate for what it is
In all its never ending wisdom and glory.
In this moment I can't help myself.
I'm drowning my sorrow in pools of doubt
And fear. It tries driving me away from here,
But you stay in my place as I'm gasping for air.
So I'll yell to the sky and weep at its feet
To forgive me for everything I can't repeat
And it isn't my fault that I've been left like this
No it's just Mother Nature's unlawful gift
To a girl with kaleidoscope eyes that don't hide
The pale gift that she's always hidden inside
But for everyone's sake she just can't repeat
What she knows to be true as she sits at the sky's feet.

-Lacee Kae